Akhir-akhir ini tepatnya minggu-minggu ini entah kenapa pikiran saya agak kacau rasanya. Dan sedihnya behavior saya jadi ikutan gak teratur juga. Mulai dari gampang capek dan ketiduran, tidur malem suka gak nyenyak, pengaturan keuangan sangat tidak teratur, sulit manajemen waktu, sama makan juga gak teratur dan kebanyakan ngemil, which is ngabisin duit jajan juga. Penyebabnya apa? Saya sendiri juga gak tau. Ya mungkin kalau saya bisa bikin hipotesis, saya bisa mengkambing hitamkan kuliah dan segala printilannya yang semakin hari semakin kompleks dan semakin bikin saya merasa salah jurusan. Atau mengkambing hitamkan kegiatan non-kurikuler kayak organisasi, event, dan setumpuk deadline yang at some point pernah bikin saya nangis. Atau sebenarnya saya cuma jenuh aja? Entah, mungkin aja memang se-simple itu adanya.
Coba kita analisa hipotesis-hipotesis gak penting tersebut. Kalau kuliah memang mau saya jadikan kambing hitam, yaa pada dasarnya makin tinggi tingkatan pendidikan akan semakin kompleks adanya. Saya memang udah harusnya menyadari kalau nanti mata kuliah akuntansi gak akan seperti dulu lagi. Kalau berharap tingkat kesulitannya sama terus kayak SMA, buat apa kuliah? At some point, kadang saya emang merasa kehilangan arah, gak ngerti, salah jurusan dan sejenisnya. Tapi, saya sendiri merasa itu bukan alasan. Saya udah pernah ngerasain rasanya kehilangan arah, kehilangan semangat belajar sampai stress yang jauh lebih parah dari ini sebelumnya waktu SMA. Dan nyatanya saya bisa survive. Jadi mengkambing hitamkan kuliah rasanya kurang tepat aja buat kekacauan kecil saya akhir-akhir ini. Terus, kalau mau mengkambing hitamkan kegiatan di luar kuliah? Sejujurnya bisa dibilang kurang tepat juga. Masa-masa "hectic" saya kalo boleh jujur alhamdulillah sedang berakhir. Sampai bulan Desember nanti saya hanya masih harus handle 3 acara aja. Itupun 2 diantaranya juga acara internal FEB dimana deadline saya udah gak numpuk-numpuk lagi kayak dulu. Saya juga udah gak dikejar-kejar lagi sama panitia lain sampai harus menyelesaikan 3 desain dalam sehari dimana saya cuma keluar kosan buat beli makan siang. Apalagi sekarang MKI kedatangan 3 anggota baru yang harusnya kerjaan divisi jadi lebih ringan. Intinya waktu luang saya lebih longgar sekarang. Harusnya saya bisa tidur lebih tenang sama manage waktu lebih baik. Yah. Mungkin saya lelah. Mungkin saya hanya jenuh. Mungkin saya butuh istirahat. Mungkin saya butuh dukungan moril dari mama-bapak (homesick, pengen pulang) Atau mungkin saya kurang piknik? Ya apapun itu. Terserah saja apapun itu. Yang penting saya harus segera menata pikiran biar gak semrawut.
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So, from Saturday 31/10/2015 until Sunday 1/11/2015, me and MKI (Media Communication and Information), my current division which also my current family in BEM FEB UGM was having a vacation, a beach camp in Sepanjang Coast, Gunung Kidul. We had already planned this camp for few weeks. At first, we planned to camp after mid-term exam, due some reason we delayed it until the next week. But forget that crap, the camp wasn't a discourse anymore. Lolz :D We started taking this journey in Saturday afternoon. The coast is located in Gunung Kidul which is approximately 50 kilometers from UGM. It was tiring ride I have to admit. I was never take a motorcycle trip at this far before, moreover we brought heavy luggage such as stove, dome, firewoods, mat, mineral waters and snacks. I'm thinking it should be better if we ride a car in another and another upcoming beach camp. #RIPmyAss Beside the heavy luggage, there was such another effort in the road when you go through the hills. Yes because the coast is over the hills thus we needed to conquering those sinklinals and antiklinals, some dark roads because there is no lighting, and many more. But finally about 8 pm, we arrived safely at Sepanjang Coast. The next agenda was preparing the domes, stupidly most of us never been set a tent before. Fortunately, our lovely mbak Agra help us so much in preparing the dome. After the domes set, we set the camp fire and cooked the indomie. The we chit-chating so called ngalor-ngidul gajelas while waiting the on the way MKI 2012. The night was clear so we can visibly stared the stars in the night sky. Me and Intan was so lucky to see (maybe a comet idk -__-) or another sky object which us consider as a shooting stars and constantly doing a stupid thing by making wishes Lol -_-. But unfortunately I didn't took a photo of the night sky because of my unsupportive lens. Then me and the girls fell asleep until MKI 2012 came about 1.00 am while the boys keeping the fire camp. The next morning, I was waken up by mbak Nos. After subuh praying, we were doing such a classic MKI agenda... taking photograph. The sunrise scenery behind the cliff was so captivating thus we take out our weapons (camera and smartphone). Me and the girls was also tracking along the coast. From Sepanjang until the two next coast. Even mbak Agra, Mutia and Anggit meet Advocation department which also beach camping in the coast two coast next from our coast. I didn't meet them cause i forgot to bring my flip flop then it was hurtful and slippery for bare footers tracking the coral reef so I need to mind my steps very carefully yet I was left far behind hehe.. But here, some "treasures" that we found along the coast. After tracking and taking photos, we tracking back to Sepanjang Coast to tidy up our stuffs due to going home preparation. We took another full-team photos and ready to struggling in the road. Finally, Alhamdulilah we all arrived home safely. See you in another trip!
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